Thats what friends are for...

This is my best friend Sherry. I talk about her all the time and thought it would be nice to finally put a face to the name with a few pictures. Here she is holding my grandson Kevin. She lives in California and my grandson currently lives in Oregon about 2 hours from her. Sherry is helping my daughter find a place to live in Eureka where she lives.

Here is Kevin, playing on the living room floor at Sherry's house..looks like he has hold of his Papa's shoe laces.

This is Sherry's daughter Janelle, she really enjoys Kevin and likes to baby him. Sherry says she reminds her of herself when she was a little girl and her little brother Joe was born.

Another shot of Sherry and Kevin, he is pretty wiggly at times and this particular night he was extra wiggly

Kevin at the computer..well sort of he was getting spun around in circles and giggling enjoying the "ride"

This is my daughter Heather, and her fiance' Spencer, she is such a pretty young lady and Sherry really enjoys her time together with her.

Another shot of my two kids

And Spencer getting ready for school in the morning. He is going to school to be a California Police Officer. This is a good goal and will truly help his family grow.

Today so far

Today so far is great.... I got to talk with my best friend HURRAY!!!!!! Love talking to her she brightens up my day.... I want to say thankyou to her husband for not letting things stand in between them Amen for you... Never be shy to tell people how you feel no matter what even if it hurts their feelings cause you have feelings too... And how are people going to know where you stand if you dont let them out.... So I just wanted to say thank you so much ...You are a true great guy for my best friend Love you for that... And again thank you for all of your guys help for my kid you are truely wonderful people.... Im so blessed to have you in my life as my kids are too.... I just wish I could be there to watch and learn how to be a wonderful parent I know my kid is learning from my best friends..... So best friend I hope that you ask my son in law to fix your puter with all you have done for them they can fix your puter hint hint.... I dont think it will bother him to help you out.... I think today is going to be a great day i get to spend time with my guy and he dont work until monday HURRAY!!!! So please do what my best friend husband has done let people know how you feel no matter what cause you have feelings to and he is so right you need to nip it in the butt before you become me yuck... Dont let people use you.... I wish that I learned that sooner so see Im even learning from my best friends.... So if you have any more advice please do share... So I have two mottos now for the day live life dont let life live you and tell people how you feel no matter what the case maybe... People will respect you for doing just that.... And let GOD do hes job he will see you through it... Im learning that... May God bless you ..And may he be with you...

Well today

Well today was a great day i let my husband read my blog and he is starting to know how Im feeling and I think he is realizing just what I have been feeling for the last year in a half.... I hope we can work on our home life and make it better cause if we cant then you all know what that means.... My pipes are frozen that really sucks but its ok... I still havent heard from my oldest daughter.... Its been almost a month I think this is the longest time I never heard from her... I over slept again I missed my phone call from my bestest friend darn it any way... Shes been so busy with my middle child... I hope she knows Im very thankful for all that she has done for her.. I thank god every day for my best friend with out her I dont think I would be here now... She is my angle from GOD... And I thank god for watching over my kids lifes as well.... I can truely say that.... My girls are all so good and Im a very proud mom... They are very smart and they are like me wont put up with crap Im proud of them for that and way more then that as well.... I just hope one day they all will come to their sinces and just realize Im not a bad person I love them so much.. I see the photos of my friends and you can just see the love and the true friend ship she has with her children..Im so happy for her... One day I hope I get that with my kids.. Like I said shes the greatest person I ever known...Im a very lucky to know her and I can say I love her and her wonderful family.... I can be myself and she loves me and she still calls me every day... And I owe her mother in law a big thank you cause shes the one that had me take care of those great kids.... So Im saying thank you very much.. My lands I just cant say enough great ness of her shes a true person and thank you god and my best friend I love you both very much..... So the thought of the day is never forget to tell some one how much You care for them cause if you dont it might be to late Life is short Amen and may GOD be with you

My daughter is confused

Ok my oldest daughter is confused on the meaning of family... I dont know what to tell her. I thought the family was to stand up for one another and love one another with our soul and do what ever we can for each other and not can we be mom but be friends..... and if they cant be with you for the holiday season then they should call you and wish Christmas and if there not back into town by New years they should call you and wish you a Happy New Years.... Not going to hear that its her age she past the young age shes pushing 30 I never get inclueded in her life and i deleted her off of my facebook... Im starting to give out what i receive thats part of my New life rule Im tierd of my love ones taking me and my love for them for granted and I as a human I have needs too and they arent being met..... My pot is over flowing... And I not going to have my pot over boil any more like I said to my self if my family dont want me in there lifes why should I wait for them I have been waiting long enough I lost them to their dad and I lost them when she met her husband Im not going to get hurt a wait any longer... So the questoin Is do I feel sorry for her no I dont at one time I did now no I dont... Its way past time for her to look at herself in the mirror... I always have tiered to do my best... And I feel my best isnt good enough... I thank god every day for my life and I thank him for watching over my kids and my love ones.. Thank you for listening and live life dont let life live you.... Have a great day

Happy New Years every one

Well New Years came Im so excited that it has came.... I have learned alot in the year 2009 I got a new grandson he will be a year old in Feb I have not yet met him with him living in orgeon and I live here in oklahoma but I have faith that one day I will meet him.... I can tell u that he is very smart or is it just that Im proud yeah yeah thats it lol .... This is my last holiday season in my farm house we are moving in August I really dont want to give up my farm house but if this is the only way that my husband and I to have a life for just the two of us then so be it...We havent lived together just him and I for about 5 years now so we have decided that its about time to put people on to the side and live life for us... Its well past over due some how we lost each other and we need to find us again cause you I have a good husband for the most part... We will be married 12 years in may I cant wait... Life is way to short to spend our time for other any more I have learned in 2009 that noone lives there life for us so we are going to teach them the same way... I have a daughter that lives here and I never see her or the grand kids but when she or her husband needs something Im the first one she calls not happening any more... Im put on the back burner and Im boiling over or when she has nonthing better to do she comes over well guess what Im no longer available... I should of learned this last year in 08 but I didnt so yes Im very excited that its a new year a new beging and a fresh start Ive never push my kids out of my life but Im very hurt and tiered of it so if u have sugestions please let me know I love my kids so much Im quiltiy of loving them to much and Im very proud of them there great moms and they do every thing right but my oldest always has pushed me out and now im slamming the door shut for her.... So thank u very much 2009 for teaching me who my true friends and family are and good bye 2009... It was good but not that darn good if you know what I mean..... Also remember live life dont let life live you cause life is way to short to have any regrets... And the new year is apound us and Im going to try and live againg for my self and if no one likes it to bad ...